Tuesday, November 29, 2016

Snowdonia Mt. -- Because Allah never leaves.

Alhamdulillah.. for the chance we had; to hike at Pyg Trail, Snowdon Mountain, Wales 2 weeks ago.







“The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to love and be loved in return”

Indeed that is true. For the first time, I was far from prayer mat or Quran yet I felt so close to Allah because love is the air once we acknowledge that He created every single thing in Dunya for us to benefit from.

We are humans with such an amazing gift to accept the responsibility as Khalifah and Abid at the same time. Even the mountains would crash into pieces if these tasks were appointed to them.
I saw beauty and solace beyond our hiking trip and that impacted me till today.




Hike wherever you can, be with Mother Nature as much as you can when you feel lost, when you feel hopeless. It just happened to be that I am now in the UK and I can go to hills and mountains here that seem contrary to Malaysia with its tropical beauty.


Lake of Glaslyn (about 500 metres (1,600 ft) east–west and about 300 metres (980 ft) north–south)

Because…

The point where you feel hopeless, Allah is there, summoning your heart to be with Islam again. Go to Him. Go to Him when you can, not when you think you don’t deserve His attention. He never leaves and so when we feel lost, ask Him for directions again. He always listens. He knows we can get lost and feel hopeless when we are tired, we can rebel when we don’t get answers to our questions because He’s the one who created us, remember? Why seek other wasteful pleasure when we can surely obtain peace each time we talk to Him?



Be not underestimate with yourself or be hopeless with Him, The Almighty.

We are all great people with great minds. He never stops teaching us every day. He is the teacher that gave both questions and answers 1400 years ago to our wonders today; the Qur’an. Examples of exercises in the form of hadiths and sirah, guidelines simplified by scholars and life as examination hall.



Let us reflect upon this matter much thoroughly with open hearts, knowing that He loves us and deserves to be loved in return.




Au revoir.. Salam <3






Monday, November 21, 2016

Sherwood Forest--Dwell ain't like reflect.

Salamualayk ! J




Last time I mentioned that it’s been a while I didn’t go hike. Well, to cheer things up, me and my friend went for jungle-trekking that weekend to Sherwood Forest. Robin Hood spot, I would call it as the forest is maintained by concerned citizens at its best. We were thrilled for the fact that we actually were there for a day, tried to remember bits of the myth from children’s books we used to read before. 


Sherwood entrance-credit to N.N


It was a well-spent day for me.

Most trees are sustained/ supported by metal panels 

Of course, I would elaborate my answer as usual. 

That was a nice day for me because I simply had a not-so-motivational week. This forest has not much difference than others but what makes it so special is because of its well-known history. We often find videos with titles like “humanity restored” or “there’s still nice people living among us”, etc. Basically, kindness never disappears. It got caught up with a number of people who merely understand what kindness really is but obviously there’s still nice people living among us.

Ferns under midday sunlight

Robin Hood’s story is one of many stories we’ve heard about and these type of stories unconsciously made us re-think our judgements in daily lives or as simple as realising that the world is not as cruel as we knew of.  It never does. We just tend to think that it is because of stories we have heard or seen or experienced in which sometimes are not enough for us, humans with humane ability in everything, to say so. Allah provides us time to reflect upon every single life event which could consume one’s whole life or a split second just so we understand what kindness really means. He, The Most Merciful Lord, knows all of course understands all never act cruel to us. 

Stories are for us to learn from not to dwell on. 


Trying my best to capture on my phone what my eyes saw- credit to N.N

That’s it from me now. Au revoir. 

Sunday, October 30, 2016

Sheffield --- The Beautiful Autumn

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Alhamdulillah… It is now Week 6 at the uni and I am still alive. Am making positive progress, I know and really proud of myself for it.

Its been a while that I haven’t been to any hiking spot but my crave for writing has peaked and so here we are now. :D

I did participate in some activities and went to a park in which it is superbly beautiful in autumn! Not to mention that a building in my uni has a remarkable autumn vibe to it.







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A new semester at the uni taught me to be productive instead of busy or shall we say, busily productive? I hope you know what I mean. :D

Autumn is a season where there can be a number of perspectives given for a life event or mostly the change in nature such as all trees are shading their leaves falling to the ground to be swept off by cleaners and stepped on by people OR the magical leaves’ colour changing.











I like the second opinion in the above paragraph; the colours in this season. It reminds me to how smooth Allah’s plans on every single thing because autumn will definitely change to winter in timely manner but we just never knew for exactly when or specifically what day and time is the change completely done. We just know that winter is coming, we just believe so. It is automated in our brains. Wouldn’t it be nice if we can put the same subconscious, calm thought to Allah’s calendar? It is indeed unseen or unknown but we have something called ‘faith’ to practise it with, aren’t we?

Planner book 


This is just the way I reflect upon this matter. Please do say yours as everyone’s opinion is count (on any medium; in person/ social medias/etc.)

It is similarly interesting when we talk about daylight time saving. When I first knew about this, I did not understand anything, I just minus an hour from my watch during mid-autumn and whole winter and plus back the hour in spring season. I did feel curious in my own confusion about ‘am I losing an hour every day for several months?’ and ‘does it still 24-hour system emotionally?’ Because since night time is longer than day time for a few months, we can get depressed. There is even a medical condition related to seasons changes.

Fallen leaves

So, emotionally, it can pretty stressful when we can’t get enough sunlight for ourselves as we always do but whining doesn’t do much in getting a better result in any situation, right? Except for the illnesses caused by it, then positivity level can be lowered hence must be upgraded even more.
We will appreciate the sun even better in spring and summer and will learn not to whine about the moon in autumn and winter! Reflection upon a subject is always refreshing for me and to have the chance of writing it and share it with others blossomed my heart.

Broomhall - Sunrise


We overlook things sometimes and it is fine. We learn to look a bit closer once we notice we overlooked at something and that would be great. Life is simple. We live, we adapt, and we die. Adapting in living a life or several lives (e.g.: after an earthquake, moving to a new country) is a whole different topic but I hope you get my point of view about simplicity in living life, even complicated stuff are simple once we been through them because we acknowledged crucial lessons in the process which may be difficult but it will pass and it will look simple sooner or later. We are that amazing to be able to look at our miserable pasts and say ‘if that happens now to me or to someone else, I can do something about it’.

Weston Park - misty autumn

Wouldn’t it be nice to think like this sometimes for a change? 

Monday, October 3, 2016

Cave Dale--Soul Purification

Peak District National Walk #3 is complete!


Alhamdulillah for the unforgettable day ever! I am still mesmerised by yesterday’s whole experience. Everything seemed so majestic and can be simply described as heaven on Earth.


In an entry before, I talked about inspiration and in this entry I would love to highlight on mesmerisation upon an inspiration or in other words retaining the inspiration for permanent impact to our minds and souls. This might sounds a bit fishy at first but if you continue to read the whole article, you may understand my perspective.

Again, Alhamdulillah... Yesterday was a window for me and my hiking partner towards finding inner peace. That is how amazing the scene there! As Nouman Ali Khan (Islam preacher) said in a video of his, inner peace can be obtained if there is remembrance to Allah every second, not to wrong others because wrongdoings give negative effects, not only to the receiver but to our souls too and if that occurs, we can hardly remember Him even when we commit a deed. Well, that’s a shame for a Muslim, right? These too logically can mean restoration of humanity of a person as it reflects self-identity which can be applied to every belief, even atheists.


We all come from various backgrounds; culture, religion, custom, political stand, race, country, etc. But one thing we do understand in obvious is a smile can make one’s day. However, we often overlook on the core of an issue where we now accept smiles as an offensive act sometimes. We haven’t achieved inner peace, this is my opinion. Please do say yours if you think this is not.



You know, when I first saw this place in a website, I was already awed by it and by the time I got there, it felt like my heart just dropped to the ground because suddenly I value life (not only mine) so much more valuable than before. I became completely convinced that Allah is never cruel, mistakes happen for us to learn from them (including others’ mistakes that led to our misery), disasters occur for us to see and appreciate beautiful little things/moments more. This particular hiking spot is scenery enough for anyone, not only hikers and it is at easy level last for 4 miles roughly if you can get a map from Visitor Information Centre so I do recommend you guys to come here and taste the soul sanctification.

Source: Internet

I wonder how many pages I will write if I go for a vacation.

Anyways, every single thing is created for a purpose and so do we, as human beings. No matter how difficult our life paths are, we have Allah, we have our self-identity so make use of that faith to embrace tomorrow. Tomorrow can be happy or scary, that is why positivity is crucial on going through today so that we can sleep tonight and hope that tomorrow will be better. ‘Better’ is subjective too so aim high, dream big and achieve well.

Me, writing all these is not because I am a saint. I am just a person and this blog is a medium for me to remember precious moments and lessons I have learned so that I can apply them in my life. For you readers, I hope my message is understood and so let us be inspired with retaining power towards greatness.

*every hope is a prayer, every prayer is heard.


That’s it for now, Salamualayk. 

Sunday, September 25, 2016

Snowdon Mt. Invitation--Better Tomorrow

Allahu! I knew it. Hobbies reflect one’s personality. Maybe in the most subtle way we could imagine.
As I have mentioned in my previous entry, my hobbies certainly are to be around Mother Nature and to photograph her as best as I can.

A friend of mine invited me to visit Snowdon Mountain in Wales this winter and I checked it out on Google just to make sure that this place is as promising as my seniors have told me. It turned out to be my mistake to think like that because it has fantastic view all around.
I know now why I loved both of my hobbies so much. I am a person who uses analogy to make people understand my content while talking or writing sometimes and it clearly shows that this is my thinking pattern for lots of matters.

I love how my hobbies symbolise life, my life specifically. I always see a mountain or a hill from the ground as something so magnificent, so glorious standing on its own. Of course, then I would be intrigued to climb it but a person is vary from another physically and as for me, it consumes a lot of energy and emotions(whenever I feel like giving up halfway up the hill). After reaching the top, I would immediately have my phone in my hands to take photos to bring back home. Once I got home, I would edit them or leave them originally and post them on social media or for my personal file. 

This is exactly how we live our lives every single day! As a child, we see a career or a bungalow as something spectacular, impressive enough to make it as our dreams. We grew to achieve or to be exactly the person we wanted to be and it never gets easier than day 1; we got stronger and more cautious instead. Once we get what we hoped for, we craved for it to last and become our everlasting memory in our minds to tell our families and perhaps future generations. We sometimes post our life stories on social media (or not). Am I right?

Nouman Ali Khan (Islam preacher) once said that if we see the world as we should be, every creature and manmade stuff can be a medium for us to reflect upon our life and our doings.

So, would you want to change your thinking pattern once in a while? Sometimes, change is good for both our souls and bodies. I’m saying this because most of us have changed already. As kids, we imagined stuff, we were more positive than we are today, we were innocent, we practically used analogy if you can recall your childhood? Imagination explains it all! Now, we became more realistic, seeing the world as it is; a cruel planet to live on as can be quoted as “only believe what we can see” even love can be misinterpreted to be the meanest feeling. Guess what? All of us have been through a lot. Me too. But, we should never blame on others for what we have done wrong. We are the cruel creatures, the world is the victim (if we want to discuss about global warming etc.)

You know what I’m talking about. We were born for a purpose. To make peace and it is never too late to start something nice. We might have taken a false corner but we can always turn back around and get on track right this moment. I repeat, it is never too late to change for a better tomorrow, for a better us. We struggled. I know we did though I never knew your terrible stories but I am now trying to convince myself by writing all these down for us to remind ourselves that we are smart and good enough to our own self that we can change for the better. All good things can be done alone but it is much more powerful and effective if they are done by a group of people; a community, a country, every soul in the world.

This reminds me of the victorious era when Muhammad pbuh ruled Makkah. This is a fact agreed by great historians and scientists and economists, not simply a religious point of view.

Please drop a comment if you have something to say or to express an opinion. They would be very useful for me to improve next time.

***I think I will definitely accept the invitation. 


Thanks. Salamualayk. 

Saturday, September 17, 2016

Bukit Batu Putih, PD -- Let us be inspired!

Bukit Batu Putih, Port Dickson was my latest hiking trail and was extremely worth it. Just 30 minutes of hiking but since there was no sign of the hill’s entrance we, me and Kak Najwa, were lost and finally reached the top after roughly above an hour. So, as usual, I always have something to write about my hiking trips. Sometimes, I did not write based on the activity itself but commonly was highlighted by it.


In this entry, I would like to highlight about inspirations. We all need inspirations from time to time after mental exhaustion life events. We all have been through it. No big deal because we know how to tackle this particular subject as everyone is learning throughout each day. However, when I stepped my feet back to my house after this hike, I realised that I have numerous questions in my head and one of them was how well do we actually know how to tackle hard days and really apply them to our life in order to have better tomorrows?

Source: Internet.
Hiking entrance- right before a hut in front of the firehouse


I’m talking about both emotions and actions. Of course, every act is a translation to what we feel but sometimes our brains interpreted it  almost to the opposite and that’s how one develop his character; extrovert or introvert. This is just a general perspective from someone who barely knows about humans’ brains. An extrovert is able to fully express his feelings most appropriately and it is contrary to an introvert. Please do correct me if I am wrong.

I actually was inspired to write about this after watching a very inspirational movie the other day. Too many ‘inspire’ root-word in a sentence, I know. Anyways, my hobbies inspire me in a way I never thought of possible. So, I do recommend you guys to have hobbies and be proactive in doing so. As for mine, each time I go to hike and then take some good photos, I feel alive and revived. I haven’t feel that way for quite some time and a bonus just came knocking on my door. The view at hilltop of BBP, PD was breath-taking. The feeling that I felt at that moment was almost similar to every bad thing in the world are wiped out in a split second. It is indeed such a powerful feeling. I was super excited that my fear to heights was gone for couple of minutes. I stood on a rock and suddenly thought that this is a blissful country. I repeat a blissful country. Yes, a very blissful one.





We are blessed for a gift after another and we overlooked it most of the time. When we are tested with hardship, we complained, we rebelled yet did not have enough faith to believe that the bigger the investment, the bigger the return. We pray, we ask Allah for mercy, for solace yet we never try to our full capabilities on seeking it. All we do is ask and demand but never to put proper amount of efforts parallel with our wishes. I demanded rest when we were lost in the middle of a hot dry day which was totally appropriate but I also demanded that I can find the entrance as soon as possible. I rejected the possibility on enjoying the forest’s view and might able to find a rare breed bird because it never registered in my mind. Soon after we walked round and round, circling Tanjung Tuan Firehouse, we also asked some Samaritans and googled on how to reach our ultimate spot, again demanded longer rest, we found it!


Only if I was not so demanding, I would be thrilled and cherish the very moment. My physique was fatigue and I could no longer establish any joy and this is an exaggerated version of my tiredness. Yes, I do make lame jokes too.


When we are inspired, we actually believe in ourselves to go through our days and perhaps take risks or in other words, grab opportunities! They’re lying there untouched by people whom are scared to try new things, to change a routine, to leave comfort zone. Once headed down the hill, we sang “I am Titanium!” out loud and it felt good! Of course there were nobody there but the nature heard us, Allah heard us. Every piece of thought are silent prays and never have Allah missed to answer them; yes, no or I’ll give you a better option. After all, I do think I am titanium. :)


All I’m trying to say is take a pause once in a while. It might not be any harmful to anyone or to any outcome that we wished for. Learn to rest, not to quit and cherish every moment because we deserved it.  Seek opportunities and grab them while they last and most importantly, be inspired!

p/s: be inspired even from a smile.

That’s is for now, Salamualayk.




Thursday, September 8, 2016

Bukit Saga--Wondrous Waterfall

Masha-Allah!

This phrase alone actually can save my time from writing a 600-word of description on how amazingly Allah had taught me through my hobbies (photography & hiking) but as usual, we, humans would die arguing about stuff that do not come along with explanation. #metaphor

So, here we go!

Masha-Allah is an Arabic phrase that expresses appreciation, joy, praise, or thankfulness for an event or person that was just mentioned. However, I am using this phrase not only for an event or a person but to every single of them that has walk into my life picture for almost 5 months I have resided in Malaysia after roughly a year stayed in another man’s country.

Truthfully, I just wanted to share my experience for hiking at Bukit Saga, Ampang along with the idea of the above phrase can channel throughout this page because it is plain interesting in my head.


I went for hiking to this hill twice and enjoyed every second during both days. For the first time, I went with Azira and Wahidah because they’re the only ones whom have free time at that moment. Undoubtedly, we gasped for air after 10 minutes of walking from starting point because for those who haven’t been here yet, the whole 2-hour trail is innocently steep. Your spine, your shoulders, your thighs and your lungs basically will suffer for a good outcome. I repeat, for a good outcome, a very good outcome; as Rasulullah had taught us to repeat an advice/motivation thrice (first, to inform the listener. Second is to stress the point. Third is for the speaker to remember what he had advised the listener)


We had to spare a chocolate bar for instant sugar intake or else either one of us, beginners, can collapse and instead of walking down the hill will roll down the hill. That is a fact. Nevertheless, we made it through all the way to the summit and felt happier and relieved more than after receiving a gold medal for 100m sprint (if we won one).  A few hikers were spending their time on the summit too though it was noon already.



One thing that made me love my hobby more is it taught me how to love and defend your stand proactively. Bukit Saga now is a part of targeted site to be excavated for a new highway route in Kuala Lumpur. The downside of this is obviously the possibility of losing a place that one has put a heart into it but on the bright side, as I have mentioned above is how those people defend it like it meant their souls.

Source: Internet
‘Those people’ are a community; Persatuan Pendaki-Pendaki Bukit Ampang, if I am not mistaken. They even built a mini recreational park on the hilltop which is supposed to be an encouragement for youngsters to exercise more. I truly support this idea! Again, if this hill will be excavated in some years from today, the whole aim would be gone. Less green means less oxygen. As simple as that but a new highway is crucial too in order to reduce traffic in the city. Did we use our power wisely to have both situations under control? Bukit Saga stands the ground and less traffic can be obtained?






I do not mean to be emotional on this matter but it is for awareness purpose generally. I am not backing up any side. Just pointing out facts and questions that we have kept under our beds.

We thought of continuing our journey that day to a waterfall but were strictly forbidden by local volunteers. It was noon so no human beings can help us girls if anything happens also it was about to rain. Abided not to the advice but to our lust, we achieved a consensus to just have a go. Half way to the virtually picturesque waterfall, we could not proceed due to darker view in the forest and we couldn’t afford a chance to gamble around with the danger of slippery trail and may break our body parts. We turned back and ran downhill. I fell and as a result, my ankle swelled. It did not make anyone of us to slow down in any way somehow because it was getting much darker like it was actually almost night time. So, we laughed and continue to run downhill again. As we almost reached our car, it rained cats and dogs. We were very grateful for that and for letting us to be safe from any danger. Alhamdulillah.




Moving on to the second part of this entry.

I went with Kak Najwa. I seduced her with exaggerated version of my story about how lovely the waterfall is though I did not encounter it the first time. She was hooked and again our physiques were challenged for a good outcome.

Source: Internet
This time, we determined to fasten our pace and to go to the wondrous waterfall. At noon, we were a bit ahead from my first hiking trip so we moved forward and to our naïve minds, the path to go there is barely touched by humans at least recently. Why? Because there lived a huge group of wild Chikah ( I still don’t know how to spell this Orang Utan relative correctly) and they were stalking us from tree tops. We finally saw them soon after they started to make horrible sounds indicating as we learned afterwards not to go inside the territory. We headed back to the hilltop as fast as we could, feeling like throwing up that instant but we managed to keep it together with wooden sticks in our hands as our only weapons.


We then took an hour break at a spot just to talk about how lucky we were to escape from wild animals’ attack. For my lesson, never trust a website fully and always ask an acquaintance for guidance for any challenging physical activities.

As for my reflection, it is indeed worth knowing that being determined to get something is totally fine as long as we can handle the consequences; negative or positive because everyone in this world is born to be neither a winner nor a loser, each of us is born to be a chooser. We choose an option and pray to Allah that we can embrace the path; risky or easy. As parallel with what Islam has taught us, always choose something for the benefit of everyone and give in for exact Qada’ & Qadar.


That’s it for now. Assalamualayk.


Friday, July 22, 2016

Bukit Kiara Park--Hike for knowledge

21st July 2016 is a date that I would certainly remember. My girlfriends from secondary school (Wahidah, Ida, Azira), a new friend, Amalina and I went to Bukit Kiara Park, Kuala Lumpur for our first hiking trip together. Alhamdulillah for this ultimate opportunity.

It was not only our first hiking trip together but also my first personal hiking trip without any organisation managements, etc. in Msia. We planned it through Whatsapp messages and when the day arrived, we thought we were totally prepared. Turned out that was only half true.
Since Azira was the driver, she had to go around the residential area to pick us all and we were on the highway at about 8:10 am but reached Bukit Kiara around 9:45 am because we were stuck in traffic for 30 minutes and were confused with directions a bit. In addition, some of us are not morning people so it was not remotely warm start but we were all fine after we reached our destination. Everybody was intrigued on what was coming on our way. We settled down, got our bodies warmed up while surrounded by most B.K residents doing their morning routine exercises.

We then walked around the park, searching for an entrance since there was no board or anything like it to ease us as beginners and strangers to this new place. We found an elderly Indian man and asked him our ultimate wonder. He was very friendly, the way he talked and smiled while giving us directions on how to get to the hiking trail and how not to get lost because there are a few trails that would determine on how long we will be in the forest.

Wahidah had a selfie stick and was really excited to take pictures of us on our way in to the forest. I was too.

From right: Wahidah, Ina, me, Ida and Azira




So, we headed to a pavement road and walked for about 5 minutes before we heard people talking amidst trees beside the pavement. With no further due, we all decided to follow those two guys whom were talking and go from there. It was pretty steep trail and we were losing our breaths so we took our first break and saw another two elderly Chinese men whom walking on the same trail as us. We said hi and joked about following them since we did not know about this forest. Surprisingly, these two gentlemen said yes and even volunteered to be our guidance till our way down.  I was the first person after Uncle Roger and I must say that he is quiet a talkative person. He asked questions and gave advices to us like we are all his grandchildren. I was pleased to hear those because he talked about real adults’ life and it felt like a sort of awakening moment, a turning point or a slap in the face.

He said things like we must use our youth years wisely by travelling the globe and learn about other cultures, expose ourselves to new adventurous physical activities just like hiking instead of lepaking in local malls and be socially impaired; humiliate unique traits in people while do not realise that respect must be earned and differences must be cherished. Uncle Raymond told us that he hiked Mount Kinabalu when he was 16 years old. I still waited for an ice-cream truck passing by my house when I was 16. We were dumbfounded by these two men. Uncle Roger added that he studied in England and worked in Australia, fully English educated but he never forgets his roots; Mandarin language, his fatherland(Malaysia) but he complained about how close-minded our community nowadays , like the war has never taught us anything. Most families are super conservative that they do not allow modern adjustments to be taken respectively. Like I said, a slap in the face.

Uncle Roger(front), Uncle Raymond(back) and us with sticks like pros

We took breaks and the hiking trip took about 90 minutes and we sweat off good. All Rendang, Ketupat, Lemang, etc. gone for good. I personally felt energised after we finished hiking. The same energy channelled equally for us take more photos on a hanging bridge in the middle of the day.





This trip did not end there. We craved for a decent lunch. Azira drove the car all the way to The Curve, Damansara as directed by Ina (Wazer) and we had a fine lunch and we discovered a tradition for our group, we changed plates clockwise until our own plates reached us again. I exchanged food in restaurants with friends before but in a sloppier way. Thanks to Ida. So, it was a good exercise and a brilliant time spent together.



I learned my lessons and I know hiking is my hobby, seeing the nature is one thing because it soothe our biology with fresh abundant oxygen in the air but I remembered a quote stated 

“you are no better than dumber you before you learn new knowledge until you practise it”. 
Let us all practise things we learnt and use our youth years for a better older us in the future.


Au revoir.